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my gods and goddess y me?... is it so wrong to want to be happy?... is it so wrong to want my children with me?... y do things happen the way they happen to me?... ain't i a good person?... what have i done that was so wrong to deserve what i have gotten?... i have so many questions... and yet i've gotten either no answer or very little answers... but yet i still manage to keep on walking and live my life the best way i know how... but one can't help but wonder, y things are the way they are... thats just life for u... it gets bad then good... then it gets bad again... thats just called the natural order of life... i just wish sometimes that it didn't have to be bad at all... and for it to just be good... we all have our ups and downs... i try my best not to look at the bad things... but at times i can not help it... for if i just focused on the good then i would never realize what brought me to where i am now... there is good and bad in us all... for if we just focused on one... the we would be unbalanced... we need both to keep us balanced and grounded... but damm... if the bad don't fucking suck ass... again... it raises the question... y?

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rush
13:22 Nov 10 2012

my view is, it is tragedy that sparks the deepest part of our existence,friends in joyfull times are easy to find every one's happy to hang off your arm and laugh with you, but drag out your misery, and see who's there to catch your tears, its the real friends. your life is your unique tale to tell and when you triunph through these battle's flamingdarksouls, you will be able to stand taller than the one's who got it easy, it is tough while its tough, but like the phoenix you will rise through the ashes as a brilliant fire bird, you will own the 'fire', yours will be a tale of love that conquers, the will that says no matter what i am a winner, a dark and beautifull one.

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everything in this world has meaning... everything has a purpose... everything has life... just cause we don't see it... doesn't means its not there... every rock and tree and creature... has a spirit... has a life... has a name... has a meaning to be... to exist... u don't have to see it to know that its there... seeing is not believing... believing is seeing... so who are we to take that away... so, when u go outside and take a look around... remember that every time u kill something... or destroy it... remember that u just destroyed a life... i mean u wouldn't want someone or something to come along and destroy u... now would u... so think twice next time u decide to break something or harm anything for that matter... u need to look at life not through the eyes of man... but look at Ur life through heavens eyes...

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rush
13:32 Nov 10 2012

you have many lights shining, i can see the wiccan witch holds a big slice of heaven in her robe pocket, blessed be, and to all you love.

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